finals week is a biiiiiiiiiotch!

i got accepted to Loyola!!

you guys!!! this is absolutely wonderful, thrilling, amazing, spectacular... etc. lol.. this is so exciting.. i was so happy n proud of myself. so as of right now.. its not a fo sho thang yet.. still checkin out my other possible options, but Loyola is a major one. and i'll most prolly end up goin there.. right smack dab in the middle of the city baby yayEEE! so if i do go there, (which i will, if i head there straight after hs or transfer in from clc, either way ill end up at loyola) i want to eventually end up studying abroad for a semester in ROME!! yes rome.. do u kno how freakn cool thatd be!!?!?! it be an extremely superbly amazing learning experience... and the culture.. wow.. im so excited. i even told my mom of my plans and she said the same exact thing.. she thinks itd b an awesome learning experience as well =)

i got so much to look forward to right now =)

November 25: Thanksgiving, November 27: Cousins' Birthday Party in Crystal Lake, Thanksgiving weekend: work at the mall (all hell's bout to break lose haha), December 7: 5 months with Sanders, December 17,20,21: finals (hell week), December 22: best friend Melissa's 18th Birthday!, December 24,25: CHRISTMAS!! =), December 31: New Year's Eve, January 22: MY 18th BIRTHDAY & COTILLION!!!

such a sweet breath of fresh air is on its way...

life has been just absolutely wonderful... work can be a pain sometimes, but its so much fun. i seriously enjoy enteracting with customers on a daily basis, its so much fun too.. and ive become a master at register and memorizing codes and using the intercom =) awesomeness... the past two weeks has been pretty much school and work. it was crazzzy: wakin up round 430AM yesss thats right, 43o in the mornin folks to get homework n projects done, n also finish up studyin for my many tests/quizes that week.. leavin the house round 620/630ish for jess's then off to skul @7... class.. tryin so hard to finish up work so i dont have to take it home... home by 3.. then off to work round 340. home round 10PM and its time to repeat the process.. its been crazy... but i absolutely love all of it. it keeps me YOUNG & ALIVE hahaha.. i love my life =)

COLLEGE

MY DEBUT IS COMIN UP o12205!!!!!

OMG!! where has all the freakin time gone? hahahaha.. im in the process of figurin it out... hahaha... its gonna be the dopest party of the freakn yurr ury1!!!! hehehe =)

EDIT!!!!!!!!!! i GOT ACCEPTED @ NIU!!!!!

o wow!!!!!!!! it was truly WONDERFUL reading that acceptance letter!!!!! i was standin out in the rain to fetch the mail, when i routinely went thru the obvious junk mail, a crisp white envelope with NIU admissions office caught my eye. said a quick prayer n tore that thang UP!!! lol i was pleased and excited to learn that i was accepted!!!!!!! Congratulations!!! was the first thing that caught my eye... it was beautiful. hahaha.. then i texted ury1 i knew hahaha.. 1st jess, then melis, then my ate, then sanders, then kev... im so excited!!! ONE down... 3 to go!! here i come LOYOLA, University of Iowa, and UIC!!

i got the jOb!

yayyyyyyyyyyy! this is so freakin excitin everyone!!! i've been WANTING this job for forever! im now a Pharmacy Tech at jewel osco off hunt club. question is... do i still work at Nautica? well people... i really really do love workin there, been there for over a year n i absolutely love urythn bout it. but this is jez an awesome opportunity for me.. since i want to go into the medical field n all. imma go in tomorrow n talk to my boss.. hes the best, hes so flexible wit all the employees' schedules. cuz a couple of us have second jobs n he'll still save a couple hours here n there for us... so hopefully we can work somethin out. n if it jez doesn't work... ill will truly miss you Nautica, you were so good to me (at times, hahaha) but i will always always love you.

L i F e my anti-drug

if you really want somethin badly... you have to learn to work hard for it.. thats it for me people... NO MORE short cuts, NO MORE fukkin round... this is my life. and ive worked tooooooo hard to get where i am right now. why would anyone want to do anything to endanger their well-being and quality of life? weigh out the consequences before you act people... its the only way.... you gotta start figurin out whats REALLY important to you and what it is that YOU WANT. it aint easy people... but i did it ... Amen to that.

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and the list of why baby is THE most wonderfulest boyfriend continues...

24. how he'll rub my back when im tired or sweepy

25. how he always tries to touch my freakn nose even tho he knows i HATE it lolz

26. the fact that he's always been there for me, and always will be. i kno im not perfect, but he always finds ways to let me know that i am

27. how he worries about me. hes always tryin to take care of me n make sure im doin the right thing.. he's always keepin me on track.. he knows whats important to me.. thank u baby

28. the way he looks when he's sleepin.. so peaceful n calm

29. the way he kisses me on the forehead now cuz he knows it gets me all cheezy =P

30. the adorable silly lil faces that he makes

31. how he holds my hand when he's drivin.. even if he drives stick

32. how close he is to his family... and how much they all mean to him

33. the way he looks me in the eye... no one n nothin else exists.. its just him n me for that split second =)

34. sanders salazar santos is truly wonderful.. not only for all these reasons listed.. but also for so much more. hes a genuine person worth getting to know.. he's like one of my best friends, my other half, my significant other... my boo...

f o c u s ? . ! . ? breathe . stretch . shake . let it out .

COLLEGE (dRoPoUt)........ ahhhh need i say more!? good Lord, that stuff gets kinda skurry once u start dwellin on it... plans, decisions, choices... and more plans, decisions n choices...

CLC baby... my first 2years, leave wit either an associate's degree in nursing or science.. then transfer out... ive been lookin at Loyola lately.. 32g's a year man.. whew, but cut that in half cuz of daddy's lil scholarship discount thingy thang =P... we will see... there's always UIC, U of I, n NIU possibly... but we will see.. i still got 2years to think bout that one...

takin that ACT once again this SATURDAY.. so wish meh luck.. surriousely hope n pray i score better =) took my bio quiz today that i surriousely knew nothin about till the period before the test.. CRAMING is my friend.. not good.. but hey, i ended up wit an A- on the quiz so im strate =)

baby's leavin saturday mornin.. =/ lolz.. he'll b back tho... gotta keep myself busy haha. laundry, clean my fish tank, college visit, homecoming.. u kno.. all the gud stuff... hope sanders has a safe n awesome trip n comes back home in one piece =) iLL MiSS yA MUCHo a LoT!! haha.. wow, does that even make sense? i dont kno.. its okay tho cuz i gotta study nowz... =)